*Mood Swings*

I don't think my mood is stable recently

I feel emo sometimes..

weird...

Suddenly i'm all fired up to do something..

Next thing you know..

I'm doing something else.. or rather... i lost the mood to do that 'something' already..

But suddenly i really get the mood for my piano again.. -.-"

Next thing you know.. I'm blasting my speakers and dancing...

Or not.. suddenly i grab my book to do revision..

Then >>> omg... maybe i go and play online game??

HUH??? >.<"

Okay.. nvm.. maybe u guys dont understand what i'm trying to tell u guys

Its just mood swings.. In short...

*Friends Are Treasures*

Actually i dont know which blogs are you guys reading..

But if u noticed.. im just repeating myself all over and over...

I miss my friends..
Amy.. Kelson.. and many others

*sigh*

I guess you guys should go and see my http://sakurababyangel.blogspot.com/ and http://blueevangel.blogspot.com/ blog more often...

hahha... since everyone is complaining about background..
i decided to settle for normal backgrounds.. hehehhe

anywayz... i really miss my friends...

if only i can see them soon

Ah.. yes .. before i forget..

i went out last wednesday with jenny cheu.. now currently in swinburne...

hopefully can see zi wen next week too...

Miss everyone.. miss x 1000, 000 .... EVERYONE!! hahaha

kk.. see u guys then...

*Take care* *Stay Happy*

*Sweet Memories of The Past*

Have u wished that time flowed a little slower?
When one really cherished the sweet times with old friends?
When we take people for granted, when we thought 'out of sight out of mind'
Truth is.. it is exactly the opposite...

I miss amy.. she's in shah alam...
Soon i will miss kelson.. going over to KL...
Then.. i miss many others...
Please.. never take friends for granted
They are priceless treasures...
They are there when u need them..
A shoulder to cry on ...
A smile that lightens your mood...
Just a word or two will give u great encouragement...
They are there when you need help
For they are really 'friends in need when you need them indeed'

They are always kind
They will always support you
No man is an island
We need friends to survive
We don't have to be selfish in giving out care
For we will get it back a hundred-fold..
We will need them one day..

When the sky turns bleak..
And i'm all alone..
I turn and see a friendly smile..
A pat on the shoulder..
Reassures me that everything will be fine...
The clouds lighten up a little...
I now see the gentle rays of sunlight peeking over the horizon..
Its a bright new day now...
With my dear friends by my side..
I will no longer feel lonely..
Instead..
I feel happy and complete...

*Treasure your friends*
*Don't take them for granted*
*They will not be there forever*
*So cherish them now*
*While they are by your side*

Miss you my dear friends...

*TaKe cArE*

*Feeling Lazy*

I went out with my friends on sunday

Feeling a little emo after that

I know that someone is leaving soon... studying in KL...

I know i can't really write anymore.. after a while... lost touch of how to actually write a nice long article

I also know i will flunk my exams if i dont study hard this sem...

And i know i miss a lot of my friends...

Even though i don't really miss secondary school life...

And i love college life..

I just wish sometimes i can turn back the clock...

Back to a time..

Where we were still happy ... (kindergarten?) XD.. sky was blue
and clouds were white... (with butterflies fluttering up and down maybe ? XD）

However.. good times never last

Bad times will go though

So no matter what

I beg everyone to just hang in there

We must grow up one day...

So... please

Don't forget your old friends... and those sweet memories...

Of the past...

And also remember... to create new ones for the future...

Even if sometimes the skies are bleak....

With dark clouds rolling over the horizon..

Every cloud has a silver lining...

For those having exams... good luck.. (you need it)

For those going through bad relationships... don't cry ... (you will find the one soon)

For those having insomnia ( including me) don't worry so much... try to de-stress yourself by listening to music... or maybe... a little exercise will do... or perhaps.. a long talk to a good friend...

For those already overseas.. or not in Kuching.. Take care... Miss you my dear friends

*MuAkZz* XOXO

*Busy*

Now am entering exam week.. so anyone that miss me.. i will be leaving my blogs quite dead for awhile.. k? hehhehe... please read this one too hahhaha

P.S. Amy.. good luck for your exams

*Rihanna*

Robyn Rihanna Fenty (born February 20, 1988), who performs under the monomym Rihanna, is a Barbadian singer, model, and beauty queen. Born in Saint Michael, Barbados Rihanna relocated to the United States at the age of sixteen to pursue a recording career, under the guidance of record producer Evan Rogers. She subsequently signed a contract with Def Jam Recordings after auditioning for then-label head Jay-Z.

I love rihanna too.. i like her songs like umbrella, disturbia, please don't stop the music etc...

For Fans out there..

Watch out for more new albums on Rihanna!! hehhehehe XOXO

Out to play with Carlson (Kelson) and Shirley

i went out with kelson and shirnyx on sunday.. at spring.. where we had a great time.. yay!! hahahah... i really love them and they are considered my closest buddies.. muakzz!! love ya guys... next time go out again okay? hehehehe....

p.s. Will really miss kelson when he go over to kl.. and then overseas *sob*

Mock?

okay.. before i start freaking out.. there is a a word i barely dare to whisper..

MOCK!!

*coughs* okay.. that was way too exaggerating.. but.. student life... u know... is...

TIRING

STRESSFUL

MAKING YOU A NERD/BOOKWORM

KILLS YOUR BRAIN CELLS

KILLS YOUR LEISURE TIME

KILLS YOUR MOOD FOR GAMES/TV

overall... student life..

can be interesting if... u hang out with friends.. but during exam time...

my motto would be: ~PREPARE FOR THE WORST, HOPE FOR THE BEST~ -.-"

Catch you guys later ya...

~Internet Is BACK!!~

Okay.. so some of you don't get what i really mean right? Lolx... well.. apparently i failed to install my 3G celcom broadband internet onto my desktop pc... so i took it to reformat.. and NOW ITS WORKING!! yay! XD.. it also means i will be playing my online games more frequently too i guess hahaa... Chi Bi, Zhu Xian, and Perfect World will do for the time being.. i have too many online games it is just too distracting to play too many at the same time lolx.. anywayz.. gotta go now.. see ya

P.S. Blogs may be left un-updated for a while since i might be busy playing online games .. haha..

~Boring~

Boring? BORING!!

*screams in one's head*

*sniff*

Okay.. so no school for few days...

Which means more time to relax.. But im also dying of boredom

so now i laze like a pig.. sleep whole day.. -.-"

*yawns* just woke up anywayx

*sighs* am supposed to be studying ya know

1. Need to do CAT theory paper 10
2. Need to study chap 16 and 17 of paper 10
3. Piano theory
4. Practice piano [ scales and piano pieces (~.~)" ]
5. Write an article.. on kuching hotspots?
6. Read some english grammar ( ok.. dont ask for now why - for those that dont know y..)
7. Can i just go back to sleep ?

XD Tonnes of work to do and im still in front of the pc monitor typing my blog... i gotta be mad right? Im supposed to set my priorities, right?

Okay.. see you guys.. *shakes head and sighs deeply again*

Jung Ji Hoon (Bi Rain) Asian Dancing King!!

Let me introduce Jung Ji Hoon a.k.a Rain .. the hottest guy there is (ok.. my perception only.. but he has lots of fans worldwide.. XD) and the reviews i read in his youtube videos were... *he has a cute baby face but a hot bod.. makes my heart melt* (quote from someone else) my quote is *he looks so sexy when he is dancing, when beads of sweat roll down his chest* *sigh* *collapses* lol.. just joking..... Bi means rain in korean (if im not wrong) anywayx.. his is well known for his dancing skills... (i still regard him more as a dancer than an actor lolx) But he is a well known artist.. lolx.. Asian Dancing King...

His songs include Sad Tango, Its Raining, I'm Coming, Rainism etc...


Anywayx...... *draws a deep breath*


*screams* IM YOUR FAN!! Lolx..

~ My Idol - Lee Hyori ~

Lee Hyori.. my favourite girl idol.. hahaha.. isnt she beautiful.. HOT .. and SEXY? Lolx

i love her songs.. like 10 minutes, U go Girl, Dark Angel, Anymotion, Anycall.. etc

Anywayx.. im not going to talk about her biography or anything.. i just want to let u know she is a pretty korean artist.. and i love her!!

P.S. A picture is worth a thousand words.. so .. enjoy!! XD

~Undeletion of An Old Blog and College Life Now~

Okay.. so this does sound kinda boring.. but those that are following my blogs will suddenly realize that a new one has appeared.. the fact was i tried to delete it because it had no title.. and when i realized it was just a setting error, i have decided to undelete it lolx... well

Anywayz.. Life now is nice

College life is nicer than school life
And i love college life

The fresh air... ( okay .. its not fresh ... )
Actually its the friends i have... the people that are much nicer and more matured than the ones in secondary school...

Well.. in conclusion.. it was a start of a new life when i came here last year
I never regretted coming to INTI college..

Thats all.. see you guys for now...

~Another Day... In school?~

okay... so its like another boring day in school...

AND my friends finals are next week >>> STUDY?

well.. im takin an external exam.. THATS y my finals are in .. june.. and dec... 6 months one time.. theirs... 3 times.. *ponders* a year?

Lolx.. nothing really interesting to write about .. its just that today i read peter's poem.. its kinda deep actually.. lolx...

But.. anyhowx... I like it.. hahhaah

So.. recent updates would be...

1. Made a new EPP friend today.. Claire...

2. Got da english grammar book ( have to read it and play lecturer next meeting >>> teach on da blackboard)
for one.. its jus to teach the chinese (china) some basic vocabs.. grammar and stuff

3. Revision? More revision? Huh?

4. NO class till next monday.. its like.. 7 days holz for me right? XD

Okay.. thats all... see you guys around... buh bye

~Phats?~

Okay.. first things first... a phat is some sort of illuminous pants that shuffle dancers wear.. like see through the dark.. that sorta thing... but anyhows.. i think its pretty cool.. right? okay... so im so into dancing (or shuffling) now.. but i dont think i will really go learn it yet lolx... hahaha...

Imagine this...

*closes eyes for a sec*

imagine... on the stage... where everyone is watching... and the crowd is cheering... and you are shuffling on da stage.. wearing cool.. glow in da dark PHATS.... seriously ( i only found out about PHATS today.. ) everyone thinks its soooo COOLLL....

*eyes pops open again*

*sighs deeply*

O well... its good to dream sometimes right? lolx... see ya folks... im gonna watch a melborne shuffle video tutorial online and try out the basic steps myself... *winks*

~Boring ~

Firstly.. i would like to say... HOW am i going to write that article for the kuching hotspots thingy? another thing... (~.~") It seems that everyone has different ideas about the topics for the magazine, the financial issues... (sponsors?) and many other things... so exactly.. how do u start on an article again?

Firstly... *grimaces* I have NOT written anything after my Last English Essay on SPM... (i mean no stories.. AT ALL!!) *ponders if writing skills are still there* and worse... *sighs with regret* have not read any story books in A YEAR!! yeah.. amy... (if u're readin this) U can kill me now.. =.=" i have simply lost the interest .. for one.. secondly.. not much time to sit down and really savor another epic fantasy of something like The Wheel Of Time etc.. because.. all the book addicts out there... Im sure u know what i mean when you start reading a great book .. u simply CANNOT put it down... which also means.. if i have class at 8 am the next morning .. and i read.. a Harry Potter book until lets say.. until 3 am.. and if its a whole day class.. then... i will become "The Panda" right? As in heavy eyelids and dark eyebacks?

O well.. Sure is OFF DA TOPIC.. i just wanted to say that im not very confident if i really needed to suddenly write an article... *.*"

Sze Li at Gala Dinner

Thats my best friend.. sze li.. doesn't she look pretty on that very night? XOXO i miss her though.. i dont even KNOW when the next outing will be with the old song kheng hai group.. and everyone seems to be leaving overseas too.. those in twining programs and also those.. most probably.. will do da disappearing act after their form 6... *bows head and sighs deeply again*

Gala Dinner in March

Actually i took this pretty pic of me and keren on the khs fund raising dinner.. gala dinner.. middle of march.. was procastinating .. lol.. else i would've done this a long time ago.. lolx... well.. i had a lot of fun that night.. we had the chance to watch cript ballas and also amazing shuffle dance.. not to mention flo's cousins russell and randell dancing.. waltz or something? lolx...

Erm.. actually i was pretty fun.. and i was quite busy taking music videos with my new handphone that i didnt even bother to eat.. hahah...

Next >> we hit the dance floor! yeah! They off the lights and everyone was like disco and .. you know *grins* it was like way cool and fun.. i will never forget that memorable night... lolx... for the rest of my life...

Shuffle Dance

Shuffle dance anyone? Lolx.. because it is most probably the TREND now.. of the so called
'new generation of kids on da block' featuring da Djs and Divas' hitting the floor and the next thing u know is Rock ' N ' Roll baby!! Lolx... ah well.. anyhow... there are various types of shuffle dance... like melbourne shuffle.. hardstyle shuffle dance etc..

Lol..

O yeah.. dancing is cool..

And fun...

But its tough *sigh*

But then again.. guys that dance are way HOOOTTT...

and.. girls that dance... XD

I guess im gonna say that various dances would tell...
Freestyle >> cool
Belly Dance >> sexy
Waltz >> elegant..

So anyhowz... Lets Hit Da Floor!!

XOXO

~New Piano~

I really .. really forgot to inform EVERYONE that i got a new piano the other day at tun jugah.. for rm 3000++ a classical piano.. havent tuned it yet.. but i love it... it was a piano fair.. and i bought it say... 2 to 3 weeks ago...

Speaking of piano.. tomorrow's my piano lesson and i simply HAVE NOT practiced for more than one week!! Thats a death sentence.. RIGHT? lolx.... exam pieces.. and scales.. yeah =.=" is HORRIFYING... yup.. my dear amy... i have not played that song from yann tiersen yet... whats da song name again? lolx... i know u're probably the only one that read my blogs... seriously.. no kidding... its kinda boring.. ppl's blog have more pics and stuff.. but i guess i will put those into stalkerholic blog .. hahhaa.... o well

as i have already mentioned in my bearevangel blog... i have joined inti's new magazine club... and Yaiya (a guy from aghfanistan) is the magazine club's president.. we are now facing the problems of how to start our work.. the publishers.. and also the sponsors for our magazine... haha... o well.. i will just do my part and leave the rest to them.. (my dear superiors .. wakkekeke )

Seriously guys.. and dear readers.. its WAY PAST MY BED TIME ( I didnt mention i had tuition at like ... 8 am tomorrow did I? ) Lol... i'm always looking for trouble... and i will definitely end up in BOILING HOT SOUP if i cannot wake up tomorrow... *sigh* okay.. nightz... i hope i can sleep well tonight.. i am suffering the illness of lack of sleep recently.. i dont know why.. insomnia... resulting to fatigue and loss of concentration (despite the fact that i seem fresh in school durin the day by the time i reach home i drop dead on my bed ) after the evening nap i cannot sleep at night... Whoa.. where am i going now? Am simply unable to stop typing nonsense... Okay.. No seriously.. i really gtg now.. NIGHTZ!! ^o^

~New Magazine Club~

Hmm... joined the daneshjoo collegian club... (its inti new magazine club ^o^ ) and... the president is actually my friend's ex bf... lolx... ( i hope he wont read this XD ) im the newly appointed secretary... (bummers.. lots of work for me XD ) but anywayz.. i like it!! XoXo... yeah... so im also in charge of a bit of accounting work... (to make sure his friend... whats his name again? irfan? =.=" doesnt dip into the club's cash for a few personal expenses... hahaha) .. and i need to write some article about kuching's hotspots... entertainment part.. and am helping peter .. (african guy... english club president and also magazine club auditor ) on da article... haha... hmm... so thats about it.. o yeah.. priscilla is going to help me and give me a good guide line on how exactly a secretary should really perform ( secretarial duties .. ) haha... i would say that peter and priscilla are one of the top contributors in the club as the really have a lot of potential and also a lot of fresh ideas... especially peter.. since he has vast experience in this area and priscilla ( damn creative girl XD ) hahaha... o well i think thats about all... so i guess i should really pop to bed now... *yawns* Nightz!!