Windshield Network Escobar Beach Party

Me and Mr King Oliver :)

                                                

  Amin and Angel. Smile!! 

                                                                 

Pose a nice big smile for me!! :(

          Wow. Im the tallest one here... Why so stiff? Lol

   

      The STAGE. Yeah. STAGE

                           

                                                                     Music Stage. Nice?

                      I love this one. Its concert bands. Im not too sure what it is called actually.             

  Escobar Splash Ticket

           Night Scene at the Beach Stage

                      Deejays mixing their music. I think the girl is DJ Nicole.. but the picture is abit blur though.

22nd of DEC- Based on Mayan Calendar, we are all supposed to DIE at 2 am. (Based on our local time) but, I didnt see any huge tsunami coming from the Damai Beach waiting to engulf me and my friends... *laughs* I ran into my two friends Lin Hui and Sze too at the beach

It was abit boring though, I think there was only DJs mixing their music, but I liked the atmosphere. My friends did find it boring, so we decided to leave early... I thought there would be dancing and partying... and playing with the water...

After that we went to plaza merdeka to drink second round before going home. The tickets were bought at RM 20 early bird discount. 

Thats all, chow. :)

Scared Of Being Hurt

Well, I think this post is quite important to clarify my true feelings on this matter. I don't think I can ever get over the past of being hurt... I wonder. I was overly hurt one time, and then I began to close down completely, whether in friendships and relationships.

I used to be a social butterfly, hopping from one group to another in case it messed up, so i was quite popular at one time. But POPULARITY pays a price.. HUGE price...

Well, probably the first one you will get is gossip, then after that the issue of secrecy (the really REALLY popular ones). Hmm, well you get other stuff such as jealousy (I've heard of that one before from other friends and through my own observations)

Mmm, okay I think Im going off topic. 

Reasons I am scared of being hurt is because:

1. Being bullied before.
2. Scared of same incident happening again (bullying)
3. Being backstabbed before (aye I know it hurts :( )
4. Dont trust guys (Being played before *ouchie*)
5. The list is on and on ... ETC etc etc


Closing off the topic now. Thankies for reading peeps! Please walk in more often. I appreciate my blog view counts. I really do :)

I'm Still Not Happy

I thought things would be better if I could get my cert. Go out with friends etc... Living in the present is impossible to me. Yada yada @@. thats all. goodbye

Trust and Confidence

I've always wanted to write about this post. Its about human trust and confidence. Let me be frank. As a cancer girl... I put trust as top priority on everything I do. Like relationships, friendships, 'relationships-with-people' yada yada. First things never to leak out (if possible) >>

1. Your fam issues (DUH)
2. Your next crush (extreme leakage)
3. Your salary (jealousy issues?)

I almost never wanna leak out anything.. I used to be overly trusting... So I got bombed alot.. but I learned. I really really learned. One still cant be overly cautious though.

Once you betray my trust, gone case forever. Thats me. Yupz

The Life Of A Miserable Teen

Here's what I should say. There is always not enough time to go around, not enough money to spend, and the list goes on and on etc. There is also not enough smiles to share around, not enough freedom, and not enough space, and not enough energy to do what I am doing.

In other words.. STRESS!! My lecturer asked me to devour two newspapers per day. Yup. And I have reached a age range where... I should be working by now. Yup. I'm turning 23 next year. 23!! not 17 or 18 okay.. its 23.. an age where you can start worrying how you look, your finance in the future, your current outlook, your current image, your clothes, your makeup, your skincare, your 'relationship status' and the list goes on (yada yada). I wont be worrying about stuff like this 3 years ago. Nope. 3 years ago I'm still having fun in college. Ya.

I know I'm slow. But still, I refuse to give up. I don't want another lag of 3 years due to a handicapped hand. Am I really pushing myself too hard? I'm trying to make up for the lost time. Its so unfair. Really. But to put 6 years back.. Thats really alot of time to put back on track... Maybe I should stop looking into the past and look forward.. '


In accounting.. we have a thing called opportunity cost. Ya. The opportunity cost of studying vs the opportunity cost of working = ? *opp cost means >>> benefit foregone in doing something else*
WORK!!! You're slow!!! Shit...

Enough emo-ing and back to work then. My parents are slow. But that was their era. This era you need to be fast. Bye peeps!

Outing Wiz Gal Frenz at Life Cafe

    Hi gal!! Smile XD

This pic really doesnt look like me I don't know why .. ><"

Biggy Smile ^^

         Taken with Fuji Instax Mini Camera ... Soul Mates *Muakzz*

Mmm? Nice or not??!!

I hung out with one of my college friends Teresa the other day at life cafe.. while we just chatted and chatted about our daily life, probs and shared interesting stories with each other... I've known her since 2008 in inti.. and amidst some conflicts we managed to get back together as closer friends. She's quite fun to hang around with and has a good sense of humour..

I rarely blog so much about food nowadays cuz I seldom hang out with my friends... No time.. More assignments more exams, packed schedule etc. I missed year 2010 so much tho.. The girl that was carefree and more ignorant.. but rather the girl next door.. 

I miss some of my old friends.. but I've decided that while friends come and go some closer ones really do stick to you.. The true ones.. Well.. Thats all! Chow ^^

The Nightmare Of Reality

Hmm.. This is actually a summary of what happened to me this year. I woke up to find that 3 years of lost time due to a crippled hand was horrifying... Then I decided to pace up.. like 3 times faster ....

Episode 1: Got into a fight with my parents

Episode 2: Left the studio I loved so much, and HIM (we weren't together)

Episode 3: Signed up for a marathon of stuff to preoccupy myself. (Assignments, new course, violin, piano, belly dance) Like driving myself mad. Thats what

Episode 4: Trying to cope with the tight schedule, and nearly dying trying

Next episode.. To be continued ....