I'm Still Not Happy

I thought things would be better if I could get my cert. Go out with friends etc... Living in the present is impossible to me. Yada yada @@. thats all. goodbye

Trust and Confidence

I've always wanted to write about this post. Its about human trust and confidence. Let me be frank. As a cancer girl... I put trust as top priority on everything I do. Like relationships, friendships, 'relationships-with-people' yada yada. First things never to leak out (if possible) >>

1. Your fam issues (DUH)
2. Your next crush (extreme leakage)
3. Your salary (jealousy issues?)

I almost never wanna leak out anything.. I used to be overly trusting... So I got bombed alot.. but I learned. I really really learned. One still cant be overly cautious though.

Once you betray my trust, gone case forever. Thats me. Yupz

The Life Of A Miserable Teen

Here's what I should say. There is always not enough time to go around, not enough money to spend, and the list goes on and on etc. There is also not enough smiles to share around, not enough freedom, and not enough space, and not enough energy to do what I am doing.

In other words.. STRESS!! My lecturer asked me to devour two newspapers per day. Yup. And I have reached a age range where... I should be working by now. Yup. I'm turning 23 next year. 23!! not 17 or 18 okay.. its 23.. an age where you can start worrying how you look, your finance in the future, your current outlook, your current image, your clothes, your makeup, your skincare, your 'relationship status' and the list goes on (yada yada). I wont be worrying about stuff like this 3 years ago. Nope. 3 years ago I'm still having fun in college. Ya.

I know I'm slow. But still, I refuse to give up. I don't want another lag of 3 years due to a handicapped hand. Am I really pushing myself too hard? I'm trying to make up for the lost time. Its so unfair. Really. But to put 6 years back.. Thats really alot of time to put back on track... Maybe I should stop looking into the past and look forward.. '


In accounting.. we have a thing called opportunity cost. Ya. The opportunity cost of studying vs the opportunity cost of working = ? *opp cost means >>> benefit foregone in doing something else*
WORK!!! You're slow!!! Shit...

Enough emo-ing and back to work then. My parents are slow. But that was their era. This era you need to be fast. Bye peeps!

Outing Wiz Gal Frenz at Life Cafe

    Hi gal!! Smile XD

This pic really doesnt look like me I don't know why .. ><"

Biggy Smile ^^

         Taken with Fuji Instax Mini Camera ... Soul Mates *Muakzz*

Mmm? Nice or not??!!

I hung out with one of my college friends Teresa the other day at life cafe.. while we just chatted and chatted about our daily life, probs and shared interesting stories with each other... I've known her since 2008 in inti.. and amidst some conflicts we managed to get back together as closer friends. She's quite fun to hang around with and has a good sense of humour..

I rarely blog so much about food nowadays cuz I seldom hang out with my friends... No time.. More assignments more exams, packed schedule etc. I missed year 2010 so much tho.. The girl that was carefree and more ignorant.. but rather the girl next door.. 

I miss some of my old friends.. but I've decided that while friends come and go some closer ones really do stick to you.. The true ones.. Well.. Thats all! Chow ^^