Yikes... so i ended up in a conflict with one of my old friends... its like.... we've been friends for so long... i kinda wish we didn't fight over such a small thing.... haih... but I ain't apologizing if this isnt my fault this time lolz...
A lot of stuff happened then... I did manage to go out with my best friend, Shirley... we went to spring... ran into a lot of KHS students... even amy and keren's gang too... hehehhe.... lolz.... WELL... I'm now into Zhu Xian and Chi Bi... but i still have my piano exam to get thru.. lolz
Say... so I did see a few more people at saberkas today too... lee chin... and also another old classmate of mine... lolz... hmm... i guess i really should scoot now... but there ain't anything interesting to post about... lolz
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
~Friendship Poem~
Beautiful sakura blooms one spring
Ah what a beauty it seem
All the birds begin to sing
That day may our friendship redeem
May we become a loving new being
And treasure friendship like a precious gem
Ah what a beauty it seem
All the birds begin to sing
That day may our friendship redeem
May we become a loving new being
And treasure friendship like a precious gem
My Motto: ~Live Life To The Fullest~
~Happy Times At Last~
Uh oh... this is to ... well.... to offset the previous post... its more like to say... at least i am happy now... hey... who cares about those people? They don't know that they've hurt you... they don't care... they don't think it matters... its so obviously oblivious to them... and you are the victim >>>> U become depressed... and you become hurt... and did u know angers makes u grow old? By pissing yourself off you are the one who will get the high blood pressure ( when u grow old, not now... we're still blooming with youth )
Am glad to say one thing... This year... I had a lot of happy times with my friends in INTI... we did have a few clashes... ( but it aint that serious... and cmon... there are politics everywhere... ) nobody can like everybody... and its called the conflict of different personalities... if you don't have your own gang in "their area" ... then... live a life... go get your own gang... lol... best part of it is... u don't have to be the leader of "the gang" but at least you'll be a happy member... (provided everyone stays clear of conflicts... and etc.. etc... )
Well... I enjoyed the year 2008 compared to 2006 and 2007 ( those 2 years were the worst of my life ) and this year... YIPPEE! New friends are better than the old ones (secondary school )... well ... the really old ones... from primary school... not secondary school... are still the best friends you will ever need... FOR LIFE!!
~MUAKZZ~ I LOVE YA GUYS! I DID HAVE A FEW GOOD FRENZ BROUGHT OVER FROM YEAR 2007... RARE FREN>>> BUT THANK U GOD>>>> U ARE MERCIFUL... GOD DOESN'T ALWAYS GIVE YOU THE WAY TO SOLVE IT... BUT HE GIVES YOU THE STRENGTH AND HE IS OWAZ THERE FOR YOU>>>> PRAY MORE OFTEN AND BELIEVE IN GOD!!
~Another Ordeal~
Time flies huh? Looking back at the times that have fast passed by.. (Despite of not many happy memories due to an extremely HATED guy that once... nvm... forgiving is always the biggest virtue of all) I have not completely forgiven that guy ... yet... and is also due to him i fell ill... Ｉ hate bullies... urgh... (For one i've been bullied ever since i can remember... long story cut short.... I have a passive nature... which once angered becomes highly aggresive... am super sensitive... wish i had inherited my dad's Who Gives A DAMN attitude in the perspective of life? ) But maybe I learnt something else... if u meet bullies ... sometimes u got to stand up to them and fight the LEADER... yup... 擒贼先擒王... anyway... wouldn't want to sound SPITEFUL... but when my friend say tolerance... tolerance... i would highly disagree.... the more u back down... the more they step forward.... its either u give them the total whack down... yeah... they can win 99 times but if u make the case big just that 1 time to make them realize you're not easy to deal with either.... its good enough... (at least i won one time: I wish I did.. ) however... the worst thing about bullies is they gang up on u... they make your surrounding friends ( or at least your classmates begin to hate you too ) You Know What is worst?
The worst is your best friend is stuck in between.. he or she cannot help you either.... but if they say violence only causes more violence... i would say this : WITHOUT VIOLENCE THE WAR WOULD NOT END>>> WHO TOLD YOU THAT HUMANS ARE PEACE MAKERS? WHO SAID THAT? THATS HOW WAR STARTS RIGHT? CMON.... we're human... my friends say take it as a lesson and live on... stop living in the past.... what I think is.... it may be true... but u know what.... I must've been a bully my last life to get this sort of "ill treatment" this life... my mum says... the world is round... what u do.... u will get hit in the face on YOUR judgement day... hmph... not fair.... why do bad guys always survive longer than good guys?
They say people who get bullied when they are young become bullies when they grow up... i say bullshit.... I didn't become a bully in the end.... (the only thing i bullied is my own dog... perhaps... mistreated the poor fellow by playing rough) Well.... I'm not going to bring the case up again... seems like the survival of the FITTEST is forever the survival of THE FITTEST.... either you're on top ... or either you're at the bottom... well... i hope i don't meet any more of that sorta people anymore.... I learnt my lesson... (or did I?) So what did i learn? Tolerance? More tolerance? Perhaps... Never pick a fight with someone else unless u have good cause for it? You think that is right? Well... One thing I did learn though is...
1. True... don't pick a fight with a strong leader unless u wanna get into trouble..
2. True... tolerance... but not too much.... else you will be perceived as cowardly
3. Don't even think of grabbing the spotlight of any of those people unless you want a death sentence
4. Just STAY CLEAR..
5. Don't push yourself too hard, but if u cannot stand it it would be time to strike back
6. If u manage to win once in a public place (with lots of people) and really give them no "face" ... that should do it... Jerks are not allowed to live for long... someone has to pull them down one day
CONCLUSION >>>> BULLIES ARE NOT TO BE TOLERATED>>>> THE OPPRESSED SHOULD TALK FOR THEMSELVES
Monday, December 8, 2008
~Finished CAT exams~
Hmm... i just finished my CAT paper 5, 6 and 7... results out in next year 16 February..heheh... whether i pass or not it would be a different story.... erm... its kinda impossible for me now to say... but Paper 6 should be able to pass *sigh*... hey there is a class reunion .... on da 16th of Dec... lolz... o well... heheh... nth much to say though... thats all...
P.S. Am getting a new hp LG KS 360 soon ... problem is.... is there any themes for that phone? :(
~Back~
Hiya everybody... AM BACK!!! Lol... hardly updating my blogs nowadays.. o well... gtg run now.... just saying hi again...
~ Finished CAT exams~
Uh oh i just managed to finish off my CAT exams... hahhahaha.... o well.... piano next... am still debating whether or not to go for the class party on tues.. ok then.. cya!
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