Back From Europe

Im back from Europe, we visited Venice, Vatican City, Swiss, etc.

We bought chocolates and did a tad bit of shopping there. Im uploading the photos when Im free. I was blown away by the beauty there although I was a bit stuck with my own thoughts there. However, it doesnt really matter. All that matters is that we came back safe and sound. The airport was burnt down in Rome, and we had to spend a night there. Tomorrow is Teresa's birthday. I wish her well.

Beautiful photos from Europe coming up soon. After I manage to get a card reader to work on my lappie. Geez!

Chow! Yada yada

Waterworld USA Universal Studio! Hope you like this old collage that i made some time ago. Im busy with studies and currently not blogging so often so... Bear with me.

Hope you like my blog. See you peeps!

My Daily Life

Gym! More gym! Met new friends at the gym. Fauzi is my gym instructor. 

He's a Bruneian Malay working at Phoenix gym. What are u guys up to then?
My friends have been celebrating birthdays with me recently. Should take more pictures and upload on my blog! Yay!

Next will be a music concert with Shirley, my ex colleague. 

Bye! More photos to come up soon!

Sarawak Audition

Hello peeps! I’m back! Today I‘m going to share to you about my latest audition  国际形象大使。The price money is RM 50,000. 

I got interviewed a few times by the press. I did not enjoy it but it was OK. 

Okay, No updates anyways except a few pictures.

FDS studio has a poster on the wall. 

Venma Builder and Talent Audition

I entered for 国际时报健康形象大使 competition. I havent uploaded any videos for my performance yet. Am wreaked out now. They gave me a free photoshoot and free hairstyle makeover. After the first 拉票which I didnt attend I decided to chicken out. But they kept calling me back for more and more upcoming events. 

I was stressed out by assignments and now this audition. I didnt audition for so many meetings at all. With RM 50,000 at stake, I realized I signed up for a big thing. I needed to prepare and preparation was something I didnt have. 

Sarawak Talent Audition

First of, this is not easy. I didnt think it was this serious. First, we had to go to the newspaper company. Wow. Okay. Then take a photoshoot. I dont know what Im gonna look like there. Reminds me of SoulDance. Where I met the entertainers.

There was a really big picture and I was surprised at the crowd. But for RM 50,000, I could already imagine. I half feel like backing out. 

I went for Saberkas Talent Audition and Borneo VoiceOut Talent Competition but didn't get anything. Now Im really stressed out. I couldnt even find the location at first. I was sure I couldnt make it. Then I found the place. 

I think I will upload my other stuff later. I am really worried about this. Right. Assignments. See you guys and support me ya.

Moving On Moving Out

I moved out. Period. Out of one section of my life.

I've moved on. Period. Out of sticky icky people and their situations.

On the way to new life in FTMS (although it is not really a college)

I've moved on. Towards a newer, better life.

I hope the newer studio is better. I hope things will go fine. There are small people here and there. Everywhere.

I got a new blog. Yay. And I also got a bunch of new games on my PS3.

I also have a new course going on. Its journalism. Non-accounting related.

Am going to live a day at a time and enjoy it. Period.

Got anything new to share?

Nothing much. I just dont wanna sound too emo.

There are lots of competitions in FDS. Yup.

Miss Ivelyn. Miss Keryn. Miss Amy. Miss a lot of people. Miss the people that were there for me when   I was in deep trouble. Like Amy. Ivy. Jason. Maybe even others. The people that saw the worst side of me before seeing my highlights in INTI. Do they rmb me?

I went for a few workshops in FDS. Its ok. 

Mmm.. long story cut short. I dont want anymore social probs. I dont want any friends. I just want more time to achieve my goals and nothing will stand between it. I dont care about love. All I care is to graduate and work. If the love comes Ill take it. If it doesnt I'll just go on with life. 

Acting needy would make things ten times worse. Not studying hard would result in another failed grade. I've been going to gym. Yeah. I've lesser friends to complain to. So I swallow it all in. Probably writing it here once awhile. 

I cant cope with both ACCA and LSJ at the same time. I've decided to just go on with one. Journalism. Period. Perspective of life has changed. I just wanna finish studying and go work. The rest means little now. Very little.

Dancing? I lost the steam of it. I dance for a hobby now. Its to make me happy. Lost much enthusiasm. 

Still feel emo. Damn. Lost so many friends because of one guy. Ridiculous. Guys should never come between your friends and family. You shouldnt ever focus too much on one guy. What happens when he's no longer there?

Okay. I know aye. Ending right here.

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