Wonderin What To Write 'Bout

Wondering what to write about...

Busy PK my FFX final fantasy

Very lazy and awaiting results.

Swinburne

im lazy to blog about college. ill just leave it here...

getting results in 17july. 3 days after my birthday...

im tired of school.

just done threading eyebrows and armpits.

im just upset with my flaky hair.

i went to china. ill blog about it later...

Anything New To Add To New College - Swinburne?

I understand what they have in Swinburne... I also understand that the uni lifestyle is different than INTI

I need to understand that if I cant adapt to the environment, I will just rot and die.

I managed to realize that some things have passed and will not go back to its former state.

I also reallized that if I dont master my past I cant change my past. 

I need to face my fears and move on

I also realized people dont respect entertainers. 

Further, I also realize that I want recognition.

I also know that I will never end up with anyone.

Further, I need to progress, not digress.




P.S. Im not copying anyone's blog. So just drop by n have a look... If you want

Goals 2017

I do hv goals for 2017

As i dont really have much to improve, there goes

1. Get good grades
2. Buffer up korean skills
3. Buffer up violin skills
4. learn cooking
5. Elinimate my bad habits
6. Make new friends
7. Learn new badminton skills

8. Graduate!

First Week of School and Im Stressed Out

Alas! Ive not finished my assignment

Social problems are holding me back. I need to finish my assignment

I need to get merit for my violin gd2

I also need to watch tv..

Bye, Night

The Most Horrible Thing To Have To Do

I'm going back to college. I don't like the idea of socializing, but I don't have a choice.

I don't have IQ 200 or EQ 200 but I still have to get that stupid degree. I also don't want to

experience another round of school plus college (another school).

I don't want anymore girls attacking me. I don't want anymore popular guys after me. I also don't want any girls bickering or gossiping around me

FAME doesn't have many students so imma safe.

I don't like popular kids, but when I became one I wasn't mean to others. I was the 'well-liked' popular. "I thought so"

I will not forget Decole and Pin Wei for giving me the avalanche in high school and soul dance. I will also steer clear of charismatic guys.

I need to get to that video done. My first paycheck. For some time.

I hope I can get another project done. However, when I'm not having another mood swing, people do like me. However, if people keep getting jealous of me, I cant do anything right?

Brother Bernard keeps telling me I'm lack of love.

True? False?

My mum is happy when she is slimmer and prettier than me.

Im Not Over Yet

I cant believe this. This is year 2017 and i met you in 2010. I still cry sometimes

I smashed the house. I never liked anyone after that. I ate three bowls of rice. I put on 30 kg. I still upset but act happy in front of everyone. Im still upset. I go home and bang speakers for no reason.

I have to dance to lose weight. I remember when I liked a guy in high school and I went into turmoil
3 hours a day i danced until I nearly went mad. I chased him. But no respond.

I almost committed suicide because of a guy.

I am sure Im going to jump down any time now.

I think I should go to muay thai instead. Maybe I can let out some steam.

Im Studying n Working? At the same time?

Today's post isnt private, its public.

I can finally post about my life. I celebrated Amelia's birthday today. Happy for her and her stuff.

Im getting around my edges with teresa. Just something i cant understand.

Uncomfortable around her at times.

I miss my other gangs.. But for the sake of friendship. I hope. I can last in this group.

I am now very tired. I also harbor dark secrets. But not all are that bad

I hope that LH will end up married soon

I hope i can handle new college life

Now im so tired of having to suit everyone's character and not to hurt them unknowingly.



Night