Moving On Moving Out

I moved out. Period. Out of one section of my life.

I've moved on. Period. Out of sticky icky people and their situations.

On the way to new life in FTMS (although it is not really a college)

I've moved on. Towards a newer, better life.

I hope the newer studio is better. I hope things will go fine. There are small people here and there. Everywhere.

I got a new blog. Yay. And I also got a bunch of new games on my PS3.

I also have a new course going on. Its journalism. Non-accounting related.

Am going to live a day at a time and enjoy it. Period.

Got anything new to share?

Nothing much. I just dont wanna sound too emo.

There are lots of competitions in FDS. Yup.

Miss Ivelyn. Miss Keryn. Miss Amy. Miss a lot of people. Miss the people that were there for me when   I was in deep trouble. Like Amy. Ivy. Jason. Maybe even others. The people that saw the worst side of me before seeing my highlights in INTI. Do they rmb me?

I went for a few workshops in FDS. Its ok. 

Mmm.. long story cut short. I dont want anymore social probs. I dont want any friends. I just want more time to achieve my goals and nothing will stand between it. I dont care about love. All I care is to graduate and work. If the love comes Ill take it. If it doesnt I'll just go on with life. 

Acting needy would make things ten times worse. Not studying hard would result in another failed grade. I've been going to gym. Yeah. I've lesser friends to complain to. So I swallow it all in. Probably writing it here once awhile. 

I cant cope with both ACCA and LSJ at the same time. I've decided to just go on with one. Journalism. Period. Perspective of life has changed. I just wanna finish studying and go work. The rest means little now. Very little.

Dancing? I lost the steam of it. I dance for a hobby now. Its to make me happy. Lost much enthusiasm. 

Still feel emo. Damn. Lost so many friends because of one guy. Ridiculous. Guys should never come between your friends and family. You shouldnt ever focus too much on one guy. What happens when he's no longer there?

Okay. I know aye. Ending right here.

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Movement of New Blog

Hey peeps! I've a new blog now @ kayorikiko.tumblr.com/

For those that have been reading my blog all this while, thanks!

Please check kayorikiko.tumblr.com/ for further updates

Len Hwa's Birthday

Happy Birthday to my dear friend Len Hwa in March!

Had a great time eating, having fun and playing Nintendo Wii with my friends.

Be Happy Being Yourself

So how do you be happy being yourself?

Its easy being yourself. But its not easy liking you. You start comparing ya-da,ya-da, then thinking about other's perception.

1. Be Yourself

2. Accept and Forget.

3. Accept and Appreciate.

4. Eliminate!! Eliminate people and places you don't feel comfortable with.

5. Forget others' opinions.

6. Learn to forgive.

7. Enjoy yourself.

8. Learn to have a good laugh everyday.

9. Enjoy what you do.

勇气

我一定要坚持下去... 我要想办法勇敢的活下去... 太大的压力，太大的打击...想开一点 会对自己好一点

祷告

Different Mindset

I used to think that I still had time. I used to think that at least I could dance. There was a time I wanted to be the only spotlight in the room. But as time went past I realized how wrong I was. It was hard not to live in the society's perception, where one needed at least a degree in order to survive.
I nearly gave up after I lost my hand for 3 years, but I pushed on, barely breathing as I gasped for the air and time to make it throughout the week. Nowhere near anything on my wishlist, I kept telling myself to have less expectations on myself. Then my friends would keep asking again and again, why change course, when are you going to finish? I had no answer to them.. Only hoping one day someone would see me for who I really was. You never knew what it felt for an eagle to drop 10000 miles to the ground and never be able to fly up again.

Be happy? No. I can't. Sorry

Chinese New Year

Happy Snake Year 2013 peeps! I hope it
will be an abundant year for everyone :)

These pics were taken at metrojaya and spring :) hope all of you enjoy your new year and god bless