The Most Horrible Thing To Have To Do

I'm going back to college. I don't like the idea of socializing, but I don't have a choice.

I don't have IQ 200 or EQ 200 but I still have to get that stupid degree. I also don't want to

experience another round of school plus college (another school).

I don't want anymore girls attacking me. I don't want anymore popular guys after me. I also don't want any girls bickering or gossiping around me

FAME doesn't have many students so imma safe.

I don't like popular kids, but when I became one I wasn't mean to others. I was the 'well-liked' popular. "I thought so"

I will not forget Decole and Pin Wei for giving me the avalanche in high school and soul dance. I will also steer clear of charismatic guys.

I need to get to that video done. My first paycheck. For some time.

I hope I can get another project done. However, when I'm not having another mood swing, people do like me. However, if people keep getting jealous of me, I cant do anything right?

Brother Bernard keeps telling me I'm lack of love.

True? False?

My mum is happy when she is slimmer and prettier than me.

Im Not Over Yet

I cant believe this. This is year 2017 and i met you in 2010. I still cry sometimes

I smashed the house. I never liked anyone after that. I ate three bowls of rice. I put on 30 kg. I still upset but act happy in front of everyone. Im still upset. I go home and bang speakers for no reason.

I have to dance to lose weight. I remember when I liked a guy in high school and I went into turmoil
3 hours a day i danced until I nearly went mad. I chased him. But no respond.

I almost committed suicide because of a guy.

I am sure Im going to jump down any time now.

I think I should go to muay thai instead. Maybe I can let out some steam.

Im Studying n Working? At the same time?

Today's post isnt private, its public.

I can finally post about my life. I celebrated Amelia's birthday today. Happy for her and her stuff.

Im getting around my edges with teresa. Just something i cant understand.

Uncomfortable around her at times.

I miss my other gangs.. But for the sake of friendship. I hope. I can last in this group.

I am now very tired. I also harbor dark secrets. But not all are that bad

I hope that LH will end up married soon

I hope i can handle new college life

Now im so tired of having to suit everyone's character and not to hurt them unknowingly.



Night

Learning at Work

Today i learnt Printscreen feature from my colleague. Nothing much, but i can blog about it.

To use, use Alt  + Prtscrn

then Ctrl + V to paste into Paint


Nothing going on. See ya guys

Sheryfa Luna - Il Avait Les Mots

Trails of Cold Steel Review

I like RPG games, especially this one. I do not like action or shooter games.

However, i completed 80% of this game, and it is a good tactical RPG game to play

Those that loved Persona, P3 or P4 persona, you can try this one

Im getting the second Trails of Cold Steel soon. As soon as I have enough cash! lol

Im currently balancing work, work, gym, and diet. I will try to socialize more often too.

I just dont like to hang out with large groups anymore.



PS. Im going to get PS4 soon. See Ya!!

Closer Chainsmokers

THE CHAINSMOKERS LYRICS

"Closer"

(feat. Halsey)

Hey, I was doing just fine before I met you
I drink too much and that's an issue
But I'm OK
Hey, you tell your friends it was nice to meet them
But I hope I never see them
Again
I know it breaks your heart
Moved to the city in a broke-down car
And four years, no calls
Now you're looking pretty in a hotel bar
And I, I, I, I, I can't stop
No, I, I, I, I, I can't stop
So, baby, pull me closer
In the back seat of your Rover
That I know you can't afford
Bite that tattoo on your shoulder
Pull the sheets right off the corner
Of that mattress that you stole
From your roommate back in Boulder
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
You look as good as the day I met you
I forget just why I left you,
I was insane
Stay and play that Blink-182 song
That we beat to death in Tucson,
OK
I know it breaks your heart
Moved to the city in a broke-down car
And four years, no call
Now I'm looking pretty in a hotel bar
And I, I, I, I, I can't stop
No, I, I, I, I, I can't stop
So, baby, pull me closer
In the back seat of your Rover
That I know you can't afford
Bite that tattoo on your shoulder
Pull the sheets right off the corner
Of that mattress that you stole
From your roommate back in Boulder
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
So, baby, pull me closer
In the back seat of your Rover
That I know you can't afford
Bite that tattoo on your shoulder
Pull the sheets right off the corner
Of that mattress that you stole
From your roommate back in Boulder
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
No, we ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
No, we ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
No, we ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older
No, we ain't ever getting older 

 

 

Reminds me of old days that i went through the car with a group of guys...